Well its good to have these past two days off so I guess I could say I have been doing ok. I guess I have been doing ok in school and stuff I mean not everything is to be done with perfection and I have come to see nothing can be what u always wish it to be ya know. Man I know one thing I am just so tired I just feel so worn down! I have done a few things that I wouldn't normally do and if u know me and what I am talking about then u know that the person who did these things just wasn't being herself to let u all know that I promised u guys the things I would never do again and I do promise to not do it again...
Well for all who don't know I got wasted and by that was drinking and STUFF.... Well like I said I dont normally act this way and for all of u that have taken some disappointment in me I am truly sorry for making u all feel this way towards me!!! Well neways I am getting my car sometime this month and it will be more than likely a honda and I am just really really excited u guys just have no idea!!!!!!!

well guess I need to go clean so tty guys later..........

love ya

bye

megan

                   Well todays another day..........Another day to come and go as if it was just another number to pass................It seems so that nothing is like what it was...............Like one day we're all standing by another joinin conversations and laughing at pathetic jokes we all thought were funny that is till now.................Now everything feels like everything is gone.........Like we all were like family almost then now we are like complete strangers........We look upon anothers faces and see what we were and what we've become.........................To me I think we have changed into ppl who think of life and the future and never take time to see hwat happened in the past and what was valued is no more...........................Now we have taken our separate paths and are goin to our new worlds of choice..................We are now not friends we are ppl walkin down the street walkin by the ones we loved and cared for and see nothing but a face and keep walkin..................Heres to a new year, what is to make of it ???? Friends family enemies????????????what ???????

-*MeGaN*-

         Hello to all I am just sooo tired I work all the time now and its very exhausting to tell u the truth but hey atleast I get to see my boy at work Man I like him alot.............Oh well besides that I only have three classes right now I saw quite a lotta ppl at school the other day that I havent exactly talked to in a while..............well for one I saw Sam and we didnt exactly talk IDK what to say about us I thought we were friends obviously in her eyes were not bc friends dont exactly put their friends to the side like that and basically ignore them like everytime I try to call her she never answers and I mean I am not jealous or nething but hell I mean I was just walkin up to her and she was talkin to Kristin and then I walked up and I said hey and hugged her and its like she didnt even wanna even be around me at all so I just walked off w/e its like shes sayin screw like almost 3 years of friendship so ya w/e if she wants it to be that way I have gotten used to not havin her around neways its just lets ditch megan who cares about her is just how its been she has never actaully called me this summer to see how ive been I have called her like idk how many times tryin to keep in touch and its just really sad how we were soo close and its like Ive been replaced or just thrown away without a knowing of it oh well I want to be friends but I am not trying nemore I cant take being the only friend in the relationship its too much tryin to wry whether shes ok or whats goin on with her when she seems not even care if I am in this world its just how it feels and only if she could see that maybe she would understand where I am comin from oh well obviously what I have to say when it comes to her it just doesnt matter...........................Oh well heres to a spectacular year at LHS o yes u know it w/e its more like heres to a wonderful year workin ur ass off and makin wonderful grades for wonderful college and gettin a car payin for insurance and gas tryin to make time for friends and family wow now isnt that about right well yea bye guys

ps New York here I come yes.......................

pss Jessica ur prettier :)

<3333 ya guys

*~Megan~*

              What A Wonderful Summer!!!!!!!!!!!!! How Wonderful It Really Has Been......................

Oh Well Guess Everything Can't Go Just How You Want....................Guess I Will Have To Get Over It..........................WELL Heres To Another Year At LaVergne Woo Hoo...............

Well Bye

Megan

             Hey guys whats up??? I know I know I havent been posting lately but if u work then u know that it takes up most of ur time to do all the lil extra fun things soooo here I am on my wonderful day off to tell u how my life has been these past few days........................Ummm well I am workin at Food Lion and all and I really really like this guy I work with not sayin ne names cuz of company policy no dating thing goin on well they dont have to know...............lol...........Well neways yea hes really cool and treats me like a Princess its amazing except for the fact my parents dont want us to date well morely my dad doesnt want us to date bc of  him being 19 and me 16 oh well idc neways yea I cant wait to see him he just makes me smile even when I am down in the dumps no problems for me when hes around bc he takes care of them and me to make sure theres nothing but a big smile on my face and not a frown how awesome is that?????????????

Plus I have to say I miss my best best best friend Nicholas Mead I missssssssssssssssssssssssss him soooooooooooooooooooo much we dont ever talk nemore but hopefully we can soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well yea Ill talk to everyone of you cool ppl later.........................

cya guyz later that is till more of my lifes full story comes thru for me to tell u

bye bye

<3 megan